Happy Thanksgiving!

It’s celebrated every 4th Thursday of November, as I heard.

Online, I read that it is a time to give thanks and to express gratitude in general. I don’t clearly remember my childhood days if we did celebrate this holiday. Well never as I can recall.

As a customer service agent, it’s really so fulfilling for me whenever I hear the customers say, “thank you so much for the help, I appreciate it.” or ” you’ve been very helpful, thank you.” Not that I am longing for it, but it’s just sort of a relief that after minutes of stress, or couple of frowns in your forehead, in the end you will still hear a very sweet, “Thank You”.

Every day, at least I don’t end a day without hearing that phrase. (Of course, even though I am not the best agent, I still am capable to assist customers). And I also won’t log out in my station without saying a single thank you. (Yeah, every call ends as “thank you for calling *****ia, have a good night!”). So it’s really not that I lack for it or miss giving it, I just want to take this day to be expressive how truly grateful I am.

Now I want to thank:

Lord Jesus. Yes, never will I be here without His guidance in every single second of my life. My work now is really in credits for Him. Ever since my application, ’til my training, my being on the floor, my regularization, everything has been His overwhelming blessing to me. I even refer to this job as ‘an answered prayer’ for indeed it is. So thank you Lord, I never could imagine how will I be without you.

Next would be my mom. She has been so supportive. I know being a CSR isn’t what she dreamed for me to do. She even wished that when I get a job, that would be the one where I’ll wear coat and tie. But what else can she do? This is the only thing I can do. (I’m not looking down on my job, of course). And also for ate Bebeng, for Junry and for my dad. They are always in my prayers and never fails to be my inspiration. At least even though I am far, I know deep within that they are there, always open-armed for me.

I would also like to thank my foster family. Ate Meriam is superb. Can’t say enough words to her. She’s been my second mom, a friend, a counselor. Also to Kuya Eddie, though he don’t show it that much, it’s kind of cute.haha. To Jason, you’ve been a great brother and friend. You may not know it but I am learning a lot form you. Sometimes I even feel insecured on you (how in the earth could he know more than me? haha). To Anamae, now I have a girl best friend and a sister packed as one. To Jezreel, Janjan and Alex, you’ve been great brothers.

To my friends here in Cebu, Maky, Poi, Tej. Kennard, Randy, Bob, Crystal. You make me feel secured. To Reyan and the rest of the Crusader Youth for not casting me away though we are distant. I want to thank Maky for the on-and-off relationship. (we are the most quarrelsome friends). Even though we fight that much, honestly I find it cute, and also a learning opportunity as well.

To my teammates, Team 116 and Jeremiah’s disciples, (there are so many of you to be mentioned!) haha. Thanks for adding some spice to my working life. I really would not agree that work is boring.

To all my friends unmentioned, you’re quite a lot guys, my space might lack. Anyway, you know who you are and know what you did. You know when you made me smile and made me tear. hehe.

Now I know this thing will not end here. It’s not just during this day that we should be thankful, it should not be once a year we should be grateful.

I love you all guys, and I will never get tire of saying “thank you”.

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So long!

So long.

I just noticed, the last post that I had here was 31JUL09. Where am I for the entire August and September? Well, I’m just here, still taking calls for 5 days a week; still washing my clothes every rest days. But why I did not update this blog? I don’t have any convincing answer. I never miss going online every week, so if only I want to, I really could have something here. Well, it’s just that I had been busy for the entire 2 months. And also, I felt that I don’t have the skill to write anymore, (I hope it’s not true. hehe)

Well, honestly I was just being lazy. I’m sorry if there are those who missed me. (assuming. haha). Don’t you worry, from now on I’ll set my time to update this. Thank you for being there. ’til next time.

Anti Social

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Last Wednesday, July 29,2009 was our last day of A-Bay. It’s the end of our training period after 2 months from being hired. It’s such a success and also deserve a celebration indeed. Our team, composed of all of my co-trainees, our mentors, our supervisor and our team manager planned where and how to celebrate. After couple of minutes, (90 minutes, that’s 1 hour-and-a-half!) we concluded to be in a place they called Pod 5. Never had any idea what or where is it, I simply did not object, just to let the meeting wrap up.

Then I found out, it is a videoke place, where you can sing, and has food also. I thought, “I should go with them this time, I’ve been declining their invitations since.” So then I went, though not expecting to be enjoyed. I just went because I need to, (”what if I won’t be endorsed to Operations if I won’t go with them?”, that’s what’s always is circling in my mind). Fast forward, come July 29, 2009 5pm Manila Time.

Even at the first site at the place, I really am not comfortable. I don’t like that the lights are off, I don’t like the way the chairs are arranged, even how the girls with us dressed isn’t pleasing to my eyes. I don’t know if I am being judgmental or what, I just don’t like it, I just think there really is a lot of way to celebrate rather than being in that place.

Now they started singing and dancing into different songs. They do sing good, and dance gracefully, but to whom? That’s what I always thought that night. They do have the talent, but they are not using it to glorify the one who gave it to them. I can also sing and dance, but I am trying to use it in a way that glorifies God, and not just any other man. They kept on teasing me that I am very anti-social, that I am not jiving with them, but I rather be called that way than to compromise to the way they do.

What’s wrong with singing into a videoke place? Nothing, it’s always in the way you act, and if going to that place will cause me to be guilty in my thoughts, or if it causes anyone to be stumbled in his faith when he sees me going there, I’d better stay at home and stay normal.

And one thing, as a Christian, we are not anti-social, we even have the source of the real happiness that not any videoke bar or beer or cigarette can ever be compared with.

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